Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Relax, I'm a doctor..

I have found in life as in poker it is best to breast your cards.
Im sure there are a few people in my life who think I tend to fly by the seat of my pants. I know what I am doing.   Just because I dont explain my actions does not mean I have not considered the consequences. Surprisingly everything has gone just as I have thought they would.

I truly wish people wouldn't needlessly worry about me. I am incredibly resourceful. Give me some credit.

I am incredibly good at poker. My ability to completely detach myself from the situation makes for an impenetrable poker face. P-p-p-poker face.  

This added progesterone is making my odd nature float to the surface. I dont think Ill push it back down.

All I want to do is paint. I am not a painter, but honestly thats all I really want to do today. I think maybe the abstract nature of my paintings is freeing. Paint is sexy, its hard to deny it.

Music - Loud
Brain - In high gear
Suggestion - get out of the way

1 comment:

  1. OMG paint is sooooo sexy. I just want to smoooosh it!!!! lol... seriously, don't get me started ^_^
    Who's incessantly worrying about you? You seem to have shit under control by my perspective of things, and even if you don't, you'll figure it out. I mean, c'mon, look at where you were at this time a year ago. Not the best time in your life, but you were incredibly resourceful. I have some concerns, naturally... but I would tell ya if I felt they were impending. I mean, I have concerns about myself... you know? Actually, I'm worried a lot... about too much. I need to calm the fuck down... seriously... lol